Yours
in the bus, beginning
to drive as I write this line.
Yours in the destination and the act.
Yours, frequently
and unrespondingly.
Yours in the fastened black cardigans
(dont ask why) of H&M,
in the turned up polo shirt collars
of Manhattan dummies, and in the faces
of a hundred thousand million strangers.
Yours in the imagined disapproval of a twice-folded
pizza, in the humourless punchlines of reactions. Yours
in the noughts and crosses of black boards and unusual stresses.
Yours in the angry unfulfilled I-Dont-Knows of
silences.
Yours in captured motions, in summer television tennis,
in now-rejected practises salami, too much cheese.
Yours in the fall
to the floor of an ice rink,
wondering if you would.
Yours under skies that look much
too much like milk, on roads that all
look the same, in quotes. Yours everywhere:
yours in a small train station café
playing Bill Withers
where I write this line.















Comments
Infatuation in sixth form? Reminds me of a time 30 years ago. I was desperately in love with a boy who was in Belfast Youth Orchestra with me. Because of him I went to Queen's University in Belfast to study Music and German instead of going to Oxford to study French and German. He repaid my devotion by getting engaged to someone else and inviting me to the party! They split up during my year in Vienna. By the time I got back he had started going out with my best friend whom he later married. I've forgiven them both, especially as I finally gave up on him after five years, came to Cardiff and met my husband!
And... this was just before I entered the sixth form... I've been kicking myself around about it since.
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Never again. I needed to turf out the blighter, the beater or biter who'd come like lamb to the slaughter to Salome's bed.
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Never again. I needed to turf out the blighter, the beater or biter who'd come like lamb to the slaughter to Salome's bed.
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Never again. I needed to turf out the blighter, the beater or biter who'd come like lamb to the slaughter to Salome's bed.
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Never again. I needed to turf out the blighter, the beater or biter who'd come like lamb to the slaughter to Salome's bed.
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A wanderer in darkness, waiting for the misty morning fog
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